Yes, Humpty-Dumpty can be put back together again. He can be mended, put to rights, made whole and new again. Maybe not the same way, exactly, but better than before.
Sometimes, when we've experienced severe trauma, it feels as though the psyche has been shattered. The pieces of our lives don't fit together any more. Mental processes feel scattered, disparate, disjointed. Feelings that are inappropriate to the situation can escape suddenly, leaping out in the wrong context, seemingly without rhyme or reason.
In the most extreme cases, people have a blank gaze, as though no one is home at all - and I find that is usually true - if they are able to walk and talk at all, there are only small fragments of the person's mind occupying the space, or leading them through the motions of life.
In my work with clients who have experienced severe trauma, I often see damage to their aura that looks like a shattered egg. I see everything from mild cracks, to a missing piece, to worse. In more severe cases, sometimes it can look like the aura has exploded from within, and fragments are frozen in place 5 to 20 feet away from the body. In the most extreme cases, the aura is just a thin wisp, and the majority of a person's energies are scattered to the four winds, in fragments blown across space and time. In still other cases, some layers of the aura are intact, while others are diminished or nearly missing.
In my experience it is possible to heal the damaged or shattered aura, the shattered psyche. In many instances, these are one and the same. Though it is possible to have damage to sections of the aura while the psyche remains mostly intact, once we get to adjectives like "shattered," there is so much overlap that for our purposes it can be useful to think of them as one and the same.
I've been there. I've been utterly shattered and I learned to pick up the pieces. And you can too.
I've had a series of traumas over my life, just like all of us, though perhaps somewhat more severe than the average person, owing to extended hospitalizations in childhood, where I was too much of a "good" child to report that I was in excruciating pain. Later, there were the usual complications of being a woman in this day and age - OK, in any day or age. I was hurt badly enough that my psyche splintered into different pieces and I didn't even know it, beyond a lingering depression that never lifted, because the majority of my cognitive self remained intact. I always generally felt like myself, unaware that anything was missing beyond a vague sense that all was not well.
I was in therapy in my 20s, with very limited results until I shifted to energy work. Talk therapy can be great for certain conditions. In my experience though, it only works when you and/or the therapist are aware of the parts of you in need of help - the ones you know are hurting or "messed up."
But what about the part that's hovering 15 feet out and to the left? What about the part stuck in 1982? What about the segment locked away and hidden in the lowest level of your 2nd chakra? What about the part that person stole from you? What about the part you buried deep underground? What about the part that blew up into a fine mist? What about that fracture in your aura where your energy is leaking out?
How do you get those parts back? How can you bring them home so that you can begin working with them, whether through therapy, energy healing sessions, prayer, meditation, support groups, or (insert personal development activity of choice)?
It generally takes time, practice, and someone to show you how. Depending on the severity of your situation, you may need help from a healer or shaman to locate and bring home those parts of you. I can help with this, or I can train you on how to help yourself - often I do both.
I can help you get the pieces back, and more. Gradually, I learned to track down and find missing or buried pieces of my soul using soul retrieval techniques. I learned how to negotiate with each one to learn what it needed in order to come home and feel safe. I painstakingly began to put back together the pieces.
Gradually I got more skilled. I could find several pieces at a time and "batch process" them, feeling what I needed to feel very intensely over a few days. Then I got even faster - massive elements could be processed in a few minutes, without even having to relive the emotions. I could work with someone to repair an aura blasted into hundreds of pieces inside the space of a session. How is this possible? Whether you'd like to call it God's grace, or Source, etc., I have learned how to access this and allow it to work through me / as me. It's a simple matter of getting out of the way, witnessing, and allowing the healing to happen.
Even as I was learning to work on myself, the Universe would immediately turn around and present me with a friend or fellow student who was exactly in need of the very thing I'd just learned how to do. I could hold a safe people to help guide the pieces back together, help them to reassemble and reintegrate, help release the energy of bound emotions - all in such a way that we only went as fast as that person could handle, manage, and integrate in to their everyday life.
Eventually I learned how to heal groups, and began working on organizations, then broadcasting healing energy through a radio program to those needing a specific kind of healing, and more recently, working remotely on large groups of people (hundreds of thousands or millions) having similar energies. The latter work is part of shifting the consciousness of humanity to a higher plane. Each individual gets to keep the challenges of life and consciousness that he or she came here to experience, endure, or overcome. And yet there are whole groups who have become ready to give up the trauma of the past. I see it lift off of them the way one can almost watch fog burning away, or smoke lifting.
That's the fun part - and it does get to be fun again.
There are areas of the world where people have been walking around in the murk of unhealed generational trauma, or the collective field of war. In these places, there are many elements that can and have been shifted. It is now easier than it used to be for soldiers to reach out and obtain useful, meaningful help for PTSD. Women who have been raped are recovering in greater numbers, enjoying life and love again. Childhood survivors of abuse are discovering that it is possible to shift away from a constant background noise of terror and danger towards the experience of safety, belonging, and a true joy.
I strongly believe that whatever you have endured, whatever you have experienced, it can be healed, and you, in turn, have a capacity for light and joy that exists in far greater proportion than whatever happened to you.
No, you will never again be what you were. It will never again be like it was. But it can be better. You will be larger than you were before, with greater awareness, insights, wisdom, and compassion. Just as a mosaic made from broken tile or glass takes up a larger space owing to the plaster in between the pieces, so too will you be larger. Only instead of plaster in the cracks, it will be love and grace emanating from the purest Source, holding you together, knitting the pieces back together. And when those elements of grace and love are done with you, you will be so much more than you ever imagined, free of cracks, whole and fine and new. Immaculate, even.